Excuses and freedom

I've come to so many excuses of why I don't do something.  I want to paint more, draw more, gym more, read more, write more but I don't.  But why? 

I've been reading a book about bettering ones self.  While I know only true transformation comes from God I was curious about the book.  It most certainly has given me a deeper look into myself and my personality type-  im a questioner.  I want meaning to my decisions but I've learnt also to just stop overthinking something and having the freedom to follow through on what I decided was a good decision. 

I've also come to the realisation that we have been given everything we need for life and Godliness.  We don't need to wait for the perfect timing or even change our mind about a good decision.  

Im learning to let go of this questioner when it comes to obvious good decisions like: having boundaries at work, exercising daily and eating well.  

May you find this and greater freedom in commuting to good decisions and peace in following through. Amen. 

Love, 

Phoenix and Sarah