Beautiful mess

Wednesday

3/23

I realise I haven't posted today.  I want this blog to be full of inspiration as well as a variety of hues- somewhat consistent but some what not!  Isn't that what life is? 

There are moments of greatness, feeling fully alive and moments that you just want to sink into the floor below you. There are moments where I feel strong and declare positive things and then there are days where I have this internal battle of being real with myself and declaring positive things anyway.  So this is sounding super cheesy and neither here nor there but life is like that.  There are moments where nothing stands out.  It's as if everything stands still.  There are those moments too. There are moments of questioning everything and then moments of just going on a whim.  

Today I felt so detached from this world and people around me.  It could be the medication Im taking.  I am feeling like I'm swirling and everyone around can see swirling but can't touch me nor still me.  

I guess this is all life - the dizziness, the tiredness and the hope of things to come.  

This is life and it is one beautiful mess.  

Love, 

Phoenix and Sarah